Of Breakups

I've had breakups, twice to be exact. The first one was of a 5 year old relationship, and the second one was of a 2 year old (almost) relationship.

Moving on is a very hard thing to do. But to deal and cope when you know that your ex is already dating someone new is even harder. It's like dealing with the breakup all over again.

But what was I expecting? Did I expect him to come back and reconcile our relationship? No, I don't think so. But why do I feel sad and betrayed when I know this news?

I keep questioning myself. Why did I trust him? Why did I love him? Is she better than me? What did I do wrong? Did he love her when we were still together?

Man, this is killing me.

I think this is why people say you can't be friend with your ex. Guess I can't break the tradition.

In need to make myself busy and start the process of healing all over again. Hoping that I'll stay strong. Ya Allah, please help.

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2 comments:

FM said...

Allah knows best dear.. be strong there's million of better men waiting for you..

Farhan Iqbal said...

you are strong

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